Just to make this clear, there's no actually making of loved involved in my life. Haha. Just a clarification.

My secret lover (I'm gonna call him Spider Man.) So he's like really really really hot too...but don't worry he's not ACTUALLY my secret lover. More like a hilarious crush that only I speak of with my closest friends. Oh yeah, and I've never talked to him, just admired from afar. Whatever, he detracts me from Xman...for like half a second. Speaking of Xman... I love him. That's not new, but what is new is that he was like really flirting with me today. On the sofa in LA...It was fabbbluuulousseeeee. I also overheard him and some friends say that "she's the second best." Hope that their talking about me. I guess it's lame of me to want to be "second best" but with him 1000th best would be good as hell. (I love him (hahahahahahah)). Oh yeah...funniest day EVER. So in PE I was jumping to hit the bball hoop when my bff (err...I'll call her Blue) came up behind me and pushed me in mid jump. I totally sprawled across the floor. It was great. "Back surgery: $25,000. Seeing Helene fall across the floor: PRICELESS." Love Blue. Muah.

'Ello. MIDTERMS = HELL. 4real. Even when I study for like hours I fail to get like ANYTHING right!! And then there's this guy (let's call him Xman) and he's like the living end. I'm serious. He's incredibly hot and such a frigin good flirt it's imposible to resist him. I've liked him for foreverrrrr, and sure, I've gone out with other people, but I can't hold on to a relationship because I compare everyone to him. And they don't compare well. At all. I've tried to "quit" Xman but he's like frigin cocain. The harder I try to stay away from him the more I want him. Did I mention he's my best friend's worst enemy?!? Haha. I didn't did I? Everytime we "share a moment" (that sounds corny as shit) my heart jumps and I hate that we're not together. The only problem is he's a flaming JERK. Well not to me. But to somepeople. Do you think that I care? 'Cause I don't. At all. I probablly should, and if I ever did go out with how would I know that he wouldn't be an ass hole to me. I guess I don't but I'm willing to find out!! Email. Comment. WISH ME LUCK. Helene.

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Hey all...my name's Helene Incyte (or at least that's what you'll know me as). I'll be honest, I have no idea what I'm writing about, but I like to write and I hope it's not totally boring. EM me! exclamationmylife@gmail.com