'Ello. MIDTERMS = HELL. 4real. Even when I study for like hours I fail to get like ANYTHING right!! And then there's this guy (let's call him Xman) and he's like the living end. I'm serious. He's incredibly hot and such a frigin good flirt it's imposible to resist him. I've liked him for foreverrrrr, and sure, I've gone out with other people, but I can't hold on to a relationship because I compare everyone to him. And they don't compare well. At all. I've tried to "quit" Xman but he's like frigin cocain. The harder I try to stay away from him the more I want him. Did I mention he's my best friend's worst enemy?!? Haha. I didn't did I? Everytime we "share a moment" (that sounds corny as shit) my heart jumps and I hate that we're not together. The only problem is he's a flaming JERK. Well not to me. But to somepeople. Do you think that I care? 'Cause I don't. At all. I probablly should, and if I ever did go out with how would I know that he wouldn't be an ass hole to me. I guess I don't but I'm willing to find out!! Email. Comment. WISH ME LUCK. Helene.